Thursday, October 18, 2007

My bad luck with girls

Why? Why do I have such bad luck with girls? What kind of bullshit is this? I mean, come on. I'm not ugly. At the least I'm a bit attractive. I'm tall. I'm funny. I've sort of got a job, which means I have a bit of money. I can sorta drive (still learning) but have no car but that's what buses are for :D. I'm nice, I care, I'm not abusive, I actually try to keep my gf's as happy as possible. So what the fuck? How do I have no luck? I just don't get it. And I probably never will. I probably wont have another gf for years. That's how bad it is, and how pathetic I am. I feel like shit. Should I just quit? This is like, so pathetic. I practically have no game at all. Is it because I'm goofy and silly? Sigh. I'll never know. This sucks. It's like I have the feeling to want to be with somebody and hug them and stuff, and have them hug me back but not want to let go kinda way, but I don't get that feeling and it's a nice feeling. I'm not looking for girls to feel bad for me, I'm just posting my thoughts and the fucking bullshit that this is. But still, even as things look bad, I don't stop trying. :P I'll always keep trying. Always. I wont give up.

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